mist that vanishes

you can turn around and come back home!

home is wherever God is :)

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I basically get to be on my way home Sunday. :) I can’t wait. So many years have made up this journey I have with God. Love has held everything together. Sweet friendships have tied me back to God. The word, and all of these impacting studies that were true have helped me to see what really matters, and how to walk like Jesus. It’s time for me to really start living like Jesus. It’s time for me to instead of putting all my trust in my own heart ideas and feelings to put my trust in the bible, truth and things that I know even though I can’t see or even feel sometimes. I just need to know that God is #1 forever. I can do this!

I have so many best friends and family supporting me, and it is so encouraging and helps me to not back out or follow my heart. Jeremiah 17:9 the heart is deceitful among all things, who can understand it? That might be one of my biggest baptism scriptures, considering I’m constantly being led by my heart. I love the quote “People say ‘always follow your heart!’ but that can lead to a lot of messy places.” SO TRUE. AMEN. DONE.

Now time to kick off an amazing spring break :) ♥

Baptism this weekend :)
Tonight I’m having couting the costs and family study! I can’t believe this. I’m so excited and ready to have 100% purpose and direction in life. I don’t need to worry about guys, or clothes, or even worries in general. I can focus on God and make him the number one in my life, and devote myself to him. I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!! ♥ I can’t wait to be a part of Gods church and make that my whole life. I’m nervous I’ll blow it, but then I remind myself that no one is perfect.

ITS GONNA KICK OFF SPRING BREAK TOO!

andrewducote:

When you see any fireworks show after:

(via alcoholicinsomniac)

I took my love and I took it down

I climbed a moutain, and I turned around,

and I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills

but the landslide brought me down!

oh mirror in the sky, what is love?

can the child within my heart, rise above?

can I sail through the changing ocean tides?!

can I handle the seasons of my life?

I don’t know.

well I’ve been afraid of changing cause I built my life around you!

but time makes you bolder, children get older

I’m getting older too!

I love this song, and it reminds me of how I felt trying to turn things around desperatley the end of summer, and how I even feel sometimes now! But now I realize that with God I can handle the seasons of my life, and I can change if I build my life around God :) ahhhhhhhhh. ♥

“Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be courageous; be strong. Do everything in love!” 1 Corinthians 16:13-14 ♥

The positives this weekend :)

1. Got to apologize to my grandparents, and feel good about that.

2. Go to get 4 pairs of really cute shorts, a romper, and a nice flannel for $10!

3. Got to eat mickey d’s and watch the Office with Allison

4. Had a great family devo, and spent time with my friends and their families

5. Got to have a serious talk with Heidi about when I want to get baptized ♥

6. Celebrated St. Patricks Day by…

          -Drinking a white chocolate iced mocha from Caribou Coffee with green whipped cream with Laura and Heather!

          -Took pictures with green stars on our foreheads, and Heather spread the love to some other people :)

          -Ate beef stew made by Karen that was so delicious!

Plus, we spent the night in a basement filled with green balloons. So it was good :)

7. Had some really deep, and great talks with just Laura, and then later on the three of us got to have some great convos!

8. Tes made me noodles just to be encouraging today :)

9. I got to talk to a lot of the women and just really focus on encouraging their souls and in turn being encouraged!

10. Sermon today was on being a disciple is denying ourselves for God completely and 100% surrender! It was awesome and totally inspiring. Hm. ♥

11. Went to Portillos with my aunt and got to have a great time :)

OVERALL GREAT WEEKEND YO!